I haven’t been this outta whack in a while. I have a Dr. appointment in a few hours and I just can’t get to sleep. My mind is reeling.
It never fails that whenever I have to get up really early – I get anxious and stay up way too late. On top of it all, I feel a bit of the silver lining on life is a bit tarnished. I loathe these moods. I know I just need to find a good distraction, but I’m at wits end.
I’ve been in this pattern ever since returning home.
I get into this mode of operandi where I work, scrounge for food when I remember too, and do the chores that make clothes clean and the house presentable (not that i have company).
I get online then. A lot.
I’ll chat, read up on news, tend to sites and whatnot.
It’s a scattered routine.
Pretty dang uninteresting in the scheme of things.